in which i suffer but why

Oh Lord have mercy mercy mercy

my muscles are so achey achey achey

and I really hungry hungry hungry

but I'm still sexy sexy sexy

HAHA

If you don't know the Mya song tune then nvm -.-

Haha but Oh My Goshh I can't even walk properly (without hurting that is =s) and I gotta perform tomorrow morning! (dancing at suria come come! =p) My poor neck shoulders torso abs back butt hamstrings etc ow ow eow. Sob. Dance half the yesterday. So unfit now.

Earlier after dance prac at citymall I gave the parking ticket guy the wrong ticket! Koyak. I wanted to pay for a Karamunsing Capital ticket, in City Mall. The guy was trying not to laugh too hard in my face I think. Then I couldn't remember where I put that ticket cuz I couldn't remember taking a ticket cuz I forgot I was the one who was drove. That shows how zonked conked out and miserable I was.

Buttt I just found out Aladdin the Musical is opens tonight in kl till January!!! Which means I mighttt be able to watchh it when I go to kl!!! Omg I'm so EXCITEDDD!! Can I can I go please please pleaseeee=D=D

Kinda brightened my sad and lonely week

Darn that reminds me of the results that came out this week =$ grrrrrrrrr

And more results out next week. eeeek. Oh please give me some good news I so need some good news right now.

3 things to remember

God is good

All the time

To me

=)

Now off to shower. If I can get up from this chair first =p

in which it's 4 in the morning

Can't. Sleep. Dammit.

Sighhh. I tried I did. Gave up after couple of hours. I so shouldn't have napped earlier -.-

So hey. How's it going =) I'm doin alright, if anyone's interested. Haha =p The annual end-year depression hasn't hit that bad this time round. Either not yet, I'm inured, or I've conquered it. I'd like to believe it's the latter. Been feeling reallyy busy these days though. And I'm not sure if I'm using time wisely.. I somehow get the feeling I'm not. Aside from right now. It's not my fault =p

Maybe it has something to do with having no mom for two weeks. As in no mom heree. So there's extra driving, taking care of meals, taking care of siblings, taking care of etcs. Gosh I feel like a mom. It's not cool. Lol.

Almost to December. Half excited half the opposite. Trying to cramp allll classes into the few days I'm around. It's such hard work just to schedule. Exhausting and mentally muddling. Plus practices for the 4th-7th trip, then the practices for the 9th-14th trip, then the practices for the 21st-23rd musical. Excluding the events themselves. Tired already. But no, I should have the all energy and much more yess =) Then there's the retreats after all that =) Maybe

Oh and there's the pracs for the dance performance this sat at suria =) Yayy.

I think I shall reattempt to go back to sleep for the trillionth time. Can't be sleeping in like a pig =/

But before that 3 wishes

I wish I could rewind time and be able to sleep properly last night

I wish I were a singer and non asian then I could be on broadway (don't think asians are allowed)

I wish I were just a little less socially inept (enough of awkward dork moments)

He gives good sleep to His beloved, whom I am one of them

in which i like

in which it's easy to say bloody hard to do

Forgive. Forget. Let go. Move on.
How about close to unfeasible.
Yea sure it'll take time duh.
How about a million years.
*grunt*

To everything there is a season,
A time for every purpose under heaven:
A time to be born,
And a time to die;
A time to plant,
And a time to pluck what is planted;
A time to kill,
And a time to heal;
A time to break down,
And a time to build up;
A time to weep,
And a time to laugh;
A time to mourn,
And a time to dance;
A time to cast away stones,
And a time to gather stones;
A time to embrace,
And a time to refrain from embracing;
A time to gain,
And a time to lose;
A time to keep,
And a time to throw away;
A time to tear,
And a time to sew;
A time to keep silence,
And a time to speak;
A time to love,
And a time to hate;
A time of war,
And a time of peace.

For me time is therapeutic. Most of the time. Dear time, you've really got to work for me this time.

I'm not so sure about this.

in which the black guy from adjustment bureau is so cute

Harry =D
The other guys from the bureau are cute as well.. almost cartoon ish haha. And they all always look so suave with them hats and suits. And hats =)
But the black guy's especially cute! =D
And he reminds me of Hardison. From Leverage. Who is also cute =D
Who reminds me of Parker. Also from Leverage. Who is also really cute =D
Hehe. H-es and cute black guy characters.

The movie's good. Dance scenes too! Cedar Lake Company, you're awesome. I got so excited with how unbelievably beautiful and convincing Emily Blunt's dancing was, considering she's not a dancer (note word unbelievably), how perfect her feet, line, and movements were, but then I found out most of the dance sequences were body doubled and digitally put together =( Sigh. Oh well then Acacia Schachte of the Cedar Lake Company, you're awesome. And they were on SYTYCD some episodes ago wee

Count the number of times the word cute has been used haha. For the lack of a better word? Hmm no it's because they are cute =D

in which i had to give someone the whole friend speech

It didn't end well.

Not exactly a speech speech but.
Couldn't swallow anything most of yesterday without crying because of my painful throat. Even drinking water was excruciating. But that's all I did for the entire morning. Everything edible in my house I couldn't eat =( Yay for yoghurt and porridge. And honey.
And if I wasn't crying from swallowing I was sniffing my nose off. Flu headache grrr
But praise the Lord I am soo much better today. Still took several naps, cuz of those soporific panadol thingys.

If I die young has a really nice fiddle part =) as morbid the song sounds

I like the music and I likey this.. bit flat but niceey =)


Grr. Oh why can't I be at least a little bit eloquent.

Title here and previous is ironic haha

Wondering if that was too much for a perm. But prefers this hair right now. Oh well what get over it not gonna ever have the whole pretty perfect hair quality going
Thank God for hair *nod wisely*

in which i've found more friends

to add to my lil cohort of cny crackers, oatmealcookies, tapioca and banana chips,
meet the nameless cereal with the raisins and dried fruit thingys =D=D

Too bad I don't know what it's called
Too bad it's expensive
Too bad I don't know where to find it
anyway
=(
Feeling lonely. Or more like hungry. Haha